Big Chillin’, Big Boundaries

I be at the crib big chilling on my on.

Mostly killing time by doom scrolling on my phone.

People call, people text, i decline like im not home.

Switch my phone to d and d. All yall leave me alone.

Replenishing my energy.

Recharging all my batteries.

The social butterfly aura I exude

Dont come easily.

It’s actually quite challenging.

Allowing y’all to perceive me publicly.

I don’t always do it gladly.

And definitely not for free.

So the little bit that yall see.

You should really be thanking me.

til I’m ready or I’m called ill be minding my own.

Tunnel vision in on my quest. Yeah.

Hyper-focused on me.

Prioritizing my physical, emotional and mental health needs.

Which is why,

I be at the crib big chilling on my own.

Mostly killing reading books or doom scrolling on my phone.

People call, people text, I decline like not at ahome.

Switch my phone to D and D. All yall leave me alone.

Replenishing my energy.

Recharging all my batteries.

The social butterfly aura I exude

Dont come easily.

Big steppa in my boots, I don’t do no strolling. Baby boo I walk.

Wasting my time, or my effort, or my experience. Baby boo I walk.

Don’t matter if it’s through the club, grocery store or airport,  they gotta watch for they toes.

Cuz you know how I’m coming. Yep I’m always doing the most.

It’s never too much for me.  Word to my father. Get up off of this stuff.

When the going get to going, know its going to get rough.

Equipped with the knowledge, ancestral history is what I’m standing on.

I am under no illusions, that space empty on this here pedestal.

I stay out of the way, mad low key. They not seeing me but I peep.

I just keep it on the low. No need to talk about it. What’s a later?

You move how you move now it’s my turn watch this lil fader

For me right quick. 

I be at the crib big chilling on my own.

Reading books & bitches, killing time doom scrolling on my phone.

Niggas call. Niggas text. Blowing my line. I decline like I’m not home.

Putting my phone in D n D. Blocked you. Leave me alone.

Replenishing my energy.

Recharging all my batteries.

The social butterfly aura I exude

Dont come easily.

It’s actually quite challenging.

Letting y’all perceive me publicly.

I don’t always do it gladly.

And yall always want it free.

So the little bit that yall see.

You should really be thanking me.


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